horrifyingly bad past 2 weeks. of course by that i mean relative to how the previous weeks were... but still bad nonetheless. lots of mistakes in work, and it seems that the harder i try not to make mistakes, the bigger the mistakes that do appear become. i feel crap basically, and it doesnt help that my senior colleagues are now taking it as normal that i screw up big-time around once or twice a day. the words 'loss of credibility' and 'trust going down' are common things i hear nowadays. it's not helping, though i just have to take it and work triply hard now just to get back to a usual standing.

and this came in the mail today, some chinese horoscope (hoRRorscope more like): "Due to ill wealth luck, you should avoid gambling this year." what line am i in again?

happy chinese new year.