Listening to: Song By Four - Purest Of Pain

Couldn't help myself yet again... saw someone over lunch today... and that powerful sense of powerlessness came over me once more... and it took everything out of me just not to get up and leave there and then... and after lunch was over everyone left, even those people I'd label 'lifeless' 'cos they had a life to lead... if one could weep dry tears I'd have turned that street into a desert, I swear...

Right now there's this titanic struggle raging inside me, I've felt I've let down so many, many people who've been there for me, all the time and almost without question, and yet...

I'm rarely alone, but almost always lonely...

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I'm sorry I didn't mean to call you
but I couldn't fight it
I guess I was weak and couldn't even hide it
and so I surrender just to hear your voice...

I know how many times I said I'm gonna to live with out you
and maybe someone else is standing there beside you
but there's something baby that you need to know...

that deep inside me I feel like I'm dying
I have to see you, it's all that I'm asking...

(Baby) give me back my fantasies
the courage that I need to live
the air that I breathe...
carino mio, my world's become so empty
my days are so cold and lonely
and each night I taste
the purest of pain...

I wish I could tell you I'm feeling better every day
that it didn't hurt me when you walked away
but to tell you the truth I can't find my way...

that deep inside me I feel like I'm dying
I have to see you, it's all that I'm asking...

(Baby) give me back my fantasies
the courage that I need to live
the air that I breathe...
carino mio, my world's become so empty
my days are so cold and lonely
and each night I taste
the purest of pain...