haven't seen a lot of my friends for quite a while. out of sight, out of mind. i've always thought of myself as a social person, and it's a bit disconcerting Not to know what's happening with my friends. always feel that i could do more, know more, ask more, hear more. maybe it's just my major ego: knowing that life does go on even without me, and more so, that things can still be awesome.

yes, too many thoughts tonight, haven't blogged in such a long time. it's almost mental/verbal diarrhoea.