listening to: inside your heaven - carrie underwood

a dreadful start to the weekend - left booking for sunday lunch till the last minute, and obviously didn't manage to get a table; got the timing of my play wrong so i had scrambled to re-scheduled all my appointments (and the people who were supposed to meet me had to juggle theirs as well).

trying to cut myself loose from all the commitments i've created for myself - to shake off the ones that i've taken upon myself for no good reason, or for reasons no longer valid. it's a long process... and i still feel that if i don't do something about it, nobody will. or maybe, just maybe, nobody cares, or too few care. or maybe it wasn't worth it at all, even from the very start.

too many things on the plate, too many thoughts running in my mind..

..........
i wanna be inside your heaven
take me to the place you cry from
where the storm blows your way
and i wanna be the earth that holds you
every bit of air you're breathing in
a soothing wind
i wanna be inside your heaven..