Friday, April 09, 2004

people who knowingly, willingly, place themselves in abusive, lying relationships.
people who knowingly, consciously, lie to their friends for nothing other than to have a spot of fun at other's expense.
people who believe that they are open-minded and generous, yet show meanness and selfishness through deed and action.
people who only find others to solve their problems, who only look out for personal benefits, yet refuse consciously or unconsciously to put in anything whatsoever into developing friendship.
people who act in ways that undermine their relationship with others, yet for all explanation and debate refuse to see why they should stop acting in such ways.
people who refuse to help themselves in times of trouble or distress, constantly blaming others for their plight yet not lifting a finger to alleviate their suffering or right their perceived wrongs.

i do not claim to be perfect. neither do i claim to act in ways completely consistent with my past actions, or proclaimed principles. i may act in such unreasonable ways on occasion, but they are unreasonable insofar as they appear to others, and usually are actions without malice or forethought on my part. when reasonable and pointed out to me, i admit wrong-doing and make amends as far as i can. what i cannot accept is people consistently, constantly, acting in such harmful, insane, unreasonable ways. it's beyond my human comprehension, beyond my understanding, beyond what i can hope to ever accept.

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