Duh

It really doesn't help one's enthusiasm to continue further education when one's friends are considering dropping out of school in the here and now. Plus I think I may be an unconfirmed idiot.

In other news: ... got two postcards from Korea posted from Beijing... I have had two beard papa cream puffs in two weeks', both treated (=p ... hwa chong girls have a purpose in my life after all)... I'm becoming a homebody - I've begun to think that coming home later than 9pm is late... and I've started to *gasp* watch a bit of TV!

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Wonderful - Everclear

I close my eyes when I get too sad
I think thoughts that I know are bad
Close my eyes and I count to ten
Hope it's over when I open them

I want the things that I had before
Like a Star Wars poster on my bedroom door
I wish I could count to ten
Make everything be wonderful again

Hope my mom and I hope my dad
Will figure out why they get so mad
Hear them scream, I hear them fight
They say bad words that make me wanna cry

Close my eyes when I go to bed
And I dream adventures that will make me smile
I feel better when I hear them say
Everything will be wonderful someday

Promises mean everything when you're little
And the world's so big
I just don't understand how
You can smile with all those tears in your eyes
Tell me everything is wonderful now

Please don't tell me everything is wonderful

I go to school and I run and play
I tell the kids that it's all okay
I like to laugh so my friends won't know
When the bell rings I just don't wanna go home

Go to my room and I close my eyes
I make believe that I have a new life
I don't believe you when you say
Everything will be wonderful someday

Promises mean everything when you're little
And the world is so big
I just don't understand how
You can smile with all those tears in your eyes
When you tell me everything is wonderful now


No

No, I don't wanna hear you tell me
everything is wonderful now

No

No, I don't wanna hear you tell me
everything is wonderful now

I don't wanna hear you tell me everything is wonderful now

I don't wanna hear you say
That I will understand someday
No, no, no, no
I don't wanna hear you say
No, no, no, no
I don't wanna meet your friends
And I don't wanna start over again
I just wanna my life to be the same
Just like it used to be
Somedays I hate everything
I hate everything
Ever wanna live with me?
Please don't tell me everything is wonderful now

I don't wanna hear you tell me everything is wonderful now