Tuesday, May 28, 2002

My life, the universe, and everything in between

Bb and CD
Am upset with somone I (used to?) care for... why? For sending me repeated ICQ messages that a CD I burnt for her - burnt simply because she asked me to burn one, mind you - did not contain a song that she wanted. The problem is not simply that neither of us have any recollection whatsoever what song that was; the problem is - I don't even have any faint recollection that she even asked for any song in particular. Am even more upset because I made extra effort to meet her during her lunch break (because she decided it was more convenient for her perhaps?) and she just left immediately after lunch, just like that. And come on, yah, she treated lunch - not as if I wanted it, I made that clear enough then, and it's not as if it's supposed to be payment for burning the CD or being generally nice, right...? I simply want to be treated as someone... well... someone who just simply cares, and not just some damn doormat to wipe grime off on whenever people get into some shite or hassle or simply a means to any personal end...

Speaking of silly friends.... or 'Opps, they did it again'
Yes, some of my friends (ok, ONE - I have to give some credit where it's due, non?) pulled off another fantastic coup d'etat. I simply love going to all the trouble to arrange for breakfast - at someone's request or suggestion - make effort to give morning calls - and told...' errr, meet you all later'. Happens cnce, fine, no sweat, I can take it if people are tired. Twice, sure, I can handle it. Three times, hmm... Every goddamn time? Give me a goddamn break.

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