Listening to: Cake - I Will Survive

Crazy Moon - Mon 18th February

I thought today was a bad day. Realized that my data for my perception report is screwed up, ex- acting up on me again (although not so bad), did not realize had group meeting to discuss going to prison (to do visit lah, silly), have a horrible cough, plus a not so nice dinner...

Tonight was worse.

Imagine that you have a pretty busy schedule, doing personal stuff, readings.. and you're already in the mire... and suddenly a million things hit you and that's it, you're flooded, machiam like the Mississippi overflowing its banks and all the damn mud sloshes onto your nice front porch. It all started innocently enough, with Dad deciding that we had to visit my eldest aunt even though my mum and her had lots of misgivings. Well and good. Went to Westlake where she and my uncles were working (shift-work?)_and had dinner part deux and 'lo hei' part seventeen or something. Then went to Thomson for SUPPER. Nearly died as aunt kept on suggesting I have a bit and my two rotund uncles grinning from ear to ear -_- Realized that spending four hours out killed off mch chances for me to grab a few hours for studying for mid-term. Finally reached home around 12? and started to check mail when got bombarded by ex- WHO APPEARS ON-LINE EVERY QUARTER YEAR + friend who wanted me to go concert to support her + phone call from friend to help out with econs presentation handout. Proceeded to wage war with ex-, edit econs presentation handout + rearrange din/meeting with Ah Si whom was supposed to meet on Wed night but now can't due to threatening 30% mid-term on Thu + answering all my friends in machine-gun fashion. Yes I am weak, cannot just say 'No' wan. But wait, there's more! ('memba the Ginsu knife advert??) Finally opened up my mailbox ('cos Yahoo chose, of all days, to screw up their damn server), got hit by ANOTHER ex's mail within a minute (she's psychic I swear)... my ex-s very good. All attack at the same time. It's a conspiracy I tell you *sigh* but then again... I'm still me...

What else to say? I'm off to sleep and moan about the lost of another day...

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At first I was afraid.
I was petrified.
I kept thinking I could never live
Without you by my side.
But then I spent so many nights
Just thinking how you'd done me wrong.
I grew strong.
I learned how to get along.
And so you're back from outer space.
I just walked in to find you here
Without that look upon your face.
I should have changed my fucking lock.
I would have made you leave your key
If I'd have known for just one second
You'd be back to bother me.